Sometimes

Sometimes you feel very lonely, even though you’re not alone

Sometimes mere words pierce your heart deeper than daggers

Sometimes you cry without even knowing why

Sometimes you wish you could just curl up and die.

 

Sometimes it’s your loved ones that hurt you the most

Sometimes you find the hostility of dear ones more terrible than the taunts of your enemies

Sometimes your friends can be your worst foes

Sometimes you realize that all you have is yourself.

 

Sometimes people accuse you of things you’ve never done

Sometimes you just can’t defend yourself against these lies however much you try

Sometimes you doubt your own integrity even if you’ve done nothing wrong

Sometimes you feel like giving up, and never trying again.

 

Sometimes you don’t feel like waking up to face a horrible reality

Sometimes even your sleep is broken and haunting

Sometimes you feel the sun burning you, and the rain drenching you

Sometimes you feel more dead than alive.

 

Sometimes you try to swim but end up drowning

Sometimes you scream but no sound comes out

Sometimes you try to breathe but end up suffocating

Sometimes you feel crushed and powerless.

 

Sometimes the soothing power if nature doesn’t work on you

Sometimes your favourite songs don’t give you a high

Sometimes you ignore the wind trying to play with you

Sometimes everything that offered you comfort, no longer holds any meaning.

 

Sometimes you look around but find not a soul

Sometimes you call out but don’t get a reply

Sometimes your smile is greeted with cold stares’

Sometimes you find being with yourself is better than being with anyone else.

 

Sometimes you realize that happiness is just an illusion

Sometimes you find that people you thought would be there aren’t here

Sometimes you know that blood relationships just don’t exist

Sometimes you search for love, but can’t find it anywhere.

 

Sometimes eyes that were once filled with love look icy cold

Sometimes voices that comforted curse you

Sometimes people who laughed with you laugh at you

Sometimes people who loved you just don’t, anymore.

 

Sometimes you try to lift your head but just can’t

Sometimes you try to walk but end up falling

Sometimes you try to wake up but can’t open your eyes

Sometimes the world around you just doesn’t stop spinning.

 

Sometimes you find silence more musical than voices

Sometimes you find darkness more comfortable than daylight

Sometimes you find the cold warmer than the bright sun

Sometimes hands that once held yours feel cold

 

Sometimes arms that were wrapped around you strangle you

Sometimes lips that showered you with kisses twist with wrath

Sometimes the healing power of a touch just ends up destructing.

 

Sometimes you feel very lonely, even though you’re not alone

Sometimes mere words pierce your heart deeper than daggers

Sometimes you cry without even knowing why

Sometimes you wish you could just curl up and die

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