Some days I wonder
What it’d be like if I still had you.
You said you’d already started forgetting –
Do the memories leave you when you decide its time to erase?
Tell me how you forget –
I remember you when I don’t want to,
Sometimes in bits, sometimes all of you
Comes in, and my smile freezes midway.
Teach me how to forget, like you taught me how
To love and hate at once – to love you and hate me –
How twisted were we, how dark that last year,
All those overwhelming emotions, and now I am drained out,
But I cannot forget. I remember, I remember.